Sabar ya

After Zuhr prayer today, while I was making duaa, suddenly I felt like someone pat my shoulder softly and she whispers, "Sabar ya, sabar ya." 


I was suprised, and immediately opened my eyes. I was not realized that I was being watched by an Indonesian lady. I finished my duaa properly and then I looked at her with a forced smile on my face. I asked her, "Eka, why did you say that to me? Is it because my face was so intense just now?" 


She just smiled and said, "Yeah, you look like you have so many things in your mind, banyak berfikir ya lihatnya. And your face looked so sad."


If it just two of us in Massey Islamic Center, I would have cried in front of her. But I tried to be strong and took a deep breath. "I am thinking lots of things lately. Thanks for your nasihah. I feel a little bit relief now, alhamdulillah. Thank you so much Eka."  While holding my tears, we shook hand and say salam.


I feel like Allah sent my feelings that burden my heart to her. It's like Allah's consoling my grief gently and be the shoulder that I can hold on and put my tears.


Tidakkah Allah yang menciptakan sekalian makhluk itu mengetahui (segala-galanya)? Sedang Dia Maha Halus urusan PentadbiranNya, lagi Maha Mengetahui. (67:14)

"Allah tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang termampu olehnya. Ia mendapat pahala kebaikan yang diusahakannya, dan ia juga menanggung dosa kejahatan yang diusahakannya. (Mereka berdoa dengan berkata): "Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau mengirakan kami salah jika kami lupa atau kami tersalah. Wahai Tuhan kami ! Janganlah Engkau bebankan kepada kami bebanan yang berat sebagaimana yang telah Engkau bebankan kepada orang-orang yang terdahulu daripada kami. Wahai Tuhan kami! Janganlah Engkau pikulkan kepada kami apa yang kami tidak terdaya memikulnya. Dan maafkanlah kesalahan kami, serta ampunkanlah dosa kami, dan berilah rahmat kepada kami. Engkaulah Penolong kami; oleh itu, tolonglah kami untuk mencapai kemenangan terhadap kaum-kaum yang kafir". (2:286)

"Oleh itu, maka (tetapkanlah kepercayaanmu) bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan,
(Sekali lagi ditegaskan): bahawa sesungguhnya tiap-tiap kesukaran disertai kemudahan." (94:6-7)


A piece of what happened earlier today. Please do pray for me. I really do need your intense duaa :)